it heals me to hear u sae ily


TO JAWS:
FFFUUCCKK!!~
dun sae dat larhhhhhh..
ure so gonn make me cryy AHAHAHAHAH
cheyy HAHA
IFMYT!!!!~ AHHA
idiot bird sae want go out den neva go out..
HAAH!!~ bitch larhh..

kayyyy, lets seeeeeeee..
supposed to have ite interview at 8.30..
fergt to set alarm..
woke up due to mom's loud voice.. daskjfcbscaoicfno
HAHAHAHAH
bitch siaa aku xDD
den realised i was late..
told my mom i was late..
dint wanna go interview HAHAHAH
she was lyk "DEN WAD?? U DOWAN TO GO SCH DIS YR ISIT?!!"
den i was lyk " alaaaaaarrhhhh, still gt rp wad(sleepyy)"
she saed i still had enuf tym..
den she made sure i staed awake..
wanna kno hw??
juz by tokin to me in her normal-but-still-loud-to-others tone.. -.-
nxt tym i shud use her voice s my alarm..
i'll soo shut my alarm de moment i hear it :DD

soooo i rushed to bathe nd gt readyy..
gt out of de hse at 7.30..
nt enuf tym to go ite bishan considerin mornin jam nd delay in transport..
den mommy nd daddy offered to send me (OMFG) by cab..
sent me dere, slept in cab weeeeee HAHA
den i went ite, dey go eat..
den dint have dem wait fer me cuz i took sucha long tym.. AAHAHA
den kn, met 2 new fwenzxz..
soo much in common nd dey knew so manyy of my fwens HAHA
shiqah nd nana..
juz knew dem fer barelyy 2 hrs nd were chattin lyk were childhood fwens HAHA

i SOOOO dint do well fer de interview..
among de 90+ dat came, onlyy 8 will b chosen..
most of dem brot deir portfolios nd FUCK i lost hope :{{
i was questioned abt my FAIR conduct in report book nd my FAILURE in de results slip..
AHAHAHHAHAH!!~
interview, bodek all de wae AHHAHA

den aft dat, went kfc 2 eat wif dem..
den nana went off..
walk arnd at junction 8 wif shiqah..
den watched TOOTH FAIRY wif her..
siaaaak, ferz dae kno each other, oredi watch movie HAHAHAH

den bobal2, lek2, den went hme..
HAHAHA
den at hme watched mio tv..
i watched "50 first dates"
i cried alot HAHAHAH sweeeeeet siaaa.. AHA
WATCH IT!!~ AHHA
omfg, im so sensitive todae AHHAHA

u wanna kno y im typin sucha long2 post??
HAHAHAH
cuz i juz wanna waste tym..
SOOO bored rite nw..
HAHAHAH

kayyy, pix!!!!!~
amek kauu!!~ xPP

WORK





INTERVIEW





kayy dahh byeeee..
bon hornystuff is soo de hornyy 2nite HAHAH

0 Comments Posted Tuesday - 10:34PM

feel good, i wanna feel good

look up, its rhythm city..
I LOVE DEM!!!!!!~
dey dope siaaaaa..
kiwaak, idola-idola ku siolzxz HAHA
respect beb xDD

currentlyy watchin tv.. hehek..
ytd, went to botanic garden nd had a so-called picnic wif bby..
one mth kiter tauu!!~ hehek..
bby brot me 2 de part of botanic garden where de scenery was SOOO NICE..
aaawww, it was nice.. had fun larhh.. hehek..

tmr, im wrkin..
ferz shift.. pfffttt..
den tues i gt de ite interview tink..
nervous siaaa.. :{
hope i cn make it.. hehek..


**dis is frm work.. worked at de new station, de one at resort world..
had to pin up my fringe, siaaaak AHAHA



**i sktched anihw but still, nt bad kn?? HHAH xPP

ehk kayy dahh byeee, wanna listen to songs..

0 Comments Posted Sunday - 10:20PM

i promise u dat u will neva b replaced

Happy belated 1st mthversary to us!!~
hehek.. ngahh otp wif him nw.. xDD
ilysm, reallyy.. hehek..
all thnx to google larhh kn.. HAHA xPP

i neva thought i wud actuallyy end up wif u..
nobody did..
we started out s fwens nd nutink more..
we were msgin each other, happilyy chattin wif each other dae after dae..
we went to work together dat tym nd u offered to wait fer me..
durin work, i started to miss u altho i was gonn meet u afterwards..
i cudnt wait to meet u agn.. hehek..
i dint tell u dis but dat dae at work, ziana told me i kept smilin to myself..
HAHAH xPP
frm den, i realised dat i actullyy loved u..
lyk i told u, u were diff..
u dun juz sae dat u luv me but u show it to me..
u show dat u actuallyy care..
u keep puttin me ferz altho ure at a disadvantage..
u have neva lost ur temper wif me..
i put alot of trust in u..
we had our ups nd dwns but i still cherish evry moment we had together..
i luv making u smile cuz it lifts me..
i luv ur hugs cuz it makes me feel safe nd loved..
i luv hw u wud randomlyy stare at my eyes altho i keep spoilin de moment HAHAHA xPP
i luv it whn u gt scared whneva i pretended to b angry cuz its juz so kiyut..
i reallyy hope i cud b wif u fer a veryy long tym nd i dun wanna let u go..
i luv u alot alot alot, MUHAMMAD FAIZ BIN SAFARUAN!!
MUAAXX!!~
altho i neva xpected i wud end up wif u, im sure glad dat i did..
:DDD

0 Comments Posted Sunday - 10:19PM

sweat till ur soakin wet

ferz nd foremost

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Time: 4pm-4am

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!!~ my fave part was de last one HAHAHAH xPP

kayy i juz gt bck..
frm wrk..
sasi cme bck tadik..
his employment gt terminated..
gonn miss him..
den juz nw he came i was soo happy siaa.. HAAHHA
he looked so diff..
he looked lyk a bouncer HAH xPP

kayy den my ticketin counter gt shortage..
[F]orget [U]ntuk [C]ukor [K]etiak siaaa prangai..
AHAHAHHAAH!!~
14bux beb shortage.. knn cb.. xDD

den aft wrk..
went ljs wif wan nd asraf..
aku yg suroo gi ljs cuz i gt coupon manyy2.. HAHAH
i swear de service dere sux..
DE SERVICE AT LJS IN VIVOCITY SUX..
go at ur own risk HAHAHA

ljs dere gt 2 sides filled wif tables nd chairs..
de left syd was empty so i went dere arhhh..
den suddenlyy, i heard de worker, no, MANAGER, shouted, "ehk oiee, no no, cnt2!!~"
wtf was dat??
tkder adat per siaaa?? ccb btol..
aku tgk muker manager pon kes paikia hari2 naek club.. _|_
den kiter gi de rite syd nd sit..
i took out coupons, wan nd asraf order wif my coupons HAHA
dey ordered 3 additional cheese..
but den dey gt onlyy 1..
we onlyy gt our drinks ferz dey were still cookin our food..
drinks were supposed 2 b regular, dey gave us medium..
okayy, we keep quiet juz took it..
den den den, whn de food arrived dey fergt my cream pie..
im supposed 2 gt free cream pie as stated in coupon..
den i told de person abt de cream pie nd de cheese..
BTW BTW BTW, we dint gt de rite amount of chg in de ferz plc arhh.. take note..
abt de chg, i dint complained.. i juz kept quiet..
den de person took out receipt frm de managers counter..
he onlyy keyed in ONE CHEESE..
but den WHY DE FUCK did we gt less chg whn de cheese itself is nt keyed in??
WAD KIND OF SHIT SERVICE IS DAT??
den we were lyk arhh wdv..
we were too hungry to bother.. HAHA
den asraf's chicken was hard..
wan's chicken oso hard, his fish was lyk chewin meat..
i gt 2 fish, one lyk chewin meat, de other was nt cooked properlyy..
WDFUCK???
we wanted 2 complain but den kn, lookin at de fuckin managers attitude, i dun tink he will do a sgl fuck even if we complained..
instead, i bet a big fuss wud start if we complained..
so wdv wif dat shit..
in de end all 3 of us gt stomach ache nd i felt lyk puking all de wae..
i swear.. _|_ o.O _|_

wdFUCK #1

guest: cn i have tartar sauce?
bitch manager: *dint even checked* no more stock, run out oredii, no more no more!! (take note of the exclamation marks)

wdFUCK #2

*ljs closin*
guest: *walk in towards counter*
bitch manager: WE ARE CLOSEEEED!!~

de least he cud do was sae sry, we r closed..
wdfuck was de behaviour fer??
wan all de wae muker fenehh siaaal..
asraf was speechless, dier lpr sgt.. HAHAHAH
i was starin at de bitch manager all de wae..
de manager was a guy btw..
prangai anjing siaaal..

whn we walked off, me nd wan bumped a chair..
show attitude larhh kirerkn AHHAHAHA
i juz hope tmr i dun gt stomach ache.. :{
if i do i swear im gonn sue dat mdfk.. HAHAHA
amek kauuu..

eva since i wrked in sentosa, ive been payin attention to service evriwhere
AHHAHAHAHAH
no matter hw much i hate de management in sentosa, i still find dat sentosa has de bez service
*kening up2*
well were rated '5-star hosts' marhhhhhh
HAHAHAHAH

tmr im wrkin bebehhhh..
laz shift.. at 3pm..
at waterfront station.. FUCK ARHH new station sioool..
i dunno where is where.. if guest ask me question i dunno wad to ans siaaa..
HAHAHAHAH
nvm, we'll c hw it goes :}

5feb i gt to go to de universal studios dere..
i gt a tour beb HAHAH yey yey xPPPP
bby sedehhh psl he oso want..
sedehh2 pon cm kiyut gituu.. xDD
alalalaa, dun sad2 kayy syg??
nnti i dpt gaji i bring u dere kayy??
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH!!!!~
mcm phm or wad?? xPP

6feb plak, ntahh ehk ader aper..
sixth of feb cm tk ader aper2 special gituuu arhhh..
hmmmmm, kn b?? HAHAHAHAHH!!!~ xPP

ehk , aku harini post pnjang ehk AHHA..
dahh aku mls nk type lagik..
raser cm nk muntahh :{
buhbyeee

0 Comments Posted Feb 04 - 12:23AM

i dun wanna go

juz gt bck..
been wrkin ferz shift fer 2 daes straight..
had 2 wake up at 3.3o am den slept at 12.30+++ on de nite b4..
smaaaart skalii xDD

work was FUCK.. AHAHAH
had to do opening at beach station..
fuck siaaa, cock up siot..
kunci shutter ilang pehh psl..
den halif nd arina tlg arhh..
*kening up2*
but den kn, 2dae arina tiber2 senyum2 ngan aku..
happyy akuu..
ferz tym tk kener mrhh ngan dier..
ferz tym dier baek ngan akuu..
aku tros whole dae gd mood siaaaa HAHAHAHAHHAHAH
serious siaaa xDD

tadik end at 4..
den bby fetched me, yey!!~ :DD

went shoppin??
kinda larhh AHHAHAH xPP
he saed i pamper him too much..
do i b?? HAHAHH
dahh kener pamper dahh cukop bgs tauu..
unless if u want me to torture u evridae instead..
u knooo, tie a rope arnd u nd drag u along wif me where eva i go HAHAHAHA

aku suker siaaa aku pehh hp screensaver ;DD

"Just because somebody flirts with you doesn’t mean they like you.
Just because somebody likes you doesn’t mean they want to go out with you.
Just because somebody goes out with you doesn’t mean they love you.
Just because somebody loves you doesn’t mean they won’t hurt you.
Because people lie and things change, boyfriends cheat, best friends leave
and there are always those people that would kill to see you fall.

— (via whatmarielsaid) "

found dat at cuzzy's blog..
de meanin of it is sooooo DEEP.. xDD

ehk kayy dahh..
perot ngahh senak.. HAHAHA
dahh buhbyee all..
btw aku syg faiz :DD

0 Comments Posted Feb 02 - 10:14PM

nw its time to make the floor burn

found dis at mya's blog.. HAHAHA
rinduuuuuu..
mya nd alif.. ehk shala, meeya nd awif..
kayy wdv.. HAHAHAA
DAHH LARHH ORG TUU LUPER NK LETAK NAMER AKUU!!!!!~
yerr larhh, korg sumer maner nk igt aku kn??
aku ni saper kn??
dier cumer igt dier pehh ANI jer HAHAHAHAHHHA
HMPH!!!!~

0 Comments Posted Jan 31 - 11:17PM

cut me so deep


**pic frm saturdae..


**supposed 2 report at 8.30 but..... cb pehh siti, tattletail mdfk.. _|_ dere r MANYY reasons y i hate dat date :}

it feels soooo de laen siaa skrg..
wtf btol..
cm diletak tepi gituuu.. TAUUUUUUUU hmph

well, tadik went nenek hse..
bla bla blaaa..
whn in cab, i looked at motorbikes passin by..
reminds me of boi..
AHHAHAHA!!~
kayy, it was my bad choice larhh kn..
dier jager aku maha jager siaal HAHAH
ouuhh well.. HAHAHAH

den blablablaaa, went hme..
kayy, i seriouslyy no mood 2 type much.. HAHA
hmmm, tmr im wrkin..
ferz shift.. start at 6.15AM
wakin up at 3.30AM tmr..
yey?? FUCK

i cnt sleep rite nw siaaa..
bitch arhh HAHAHAH
tmr, moz prbblyy, im meetin cuzzyy..
maebee, maebee nt..
i sooooo need her rite nw.. hehek..
seriouslyy NEED her..
kalauu ikot hati, aku dahh pump ni computer siaaa..
but noooo, tk manis HAHAHHAHAHAH xPP
nd nd nd, cmner mo chat ngan korg kalauu my com is dwn larhh kn??
HAHAHAH

tmr harap2 aku dpt ticketin biar blh lpk..
aku cnferm plus chop nd signature, bsok tk cukop tidoo..
mampos arhh ngan kerjer.. HAHAH

OUUHH YARR ND ND NDDDD,
RENEEE!!~
i oso miss u siaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!~
i miss de rez oso.. :{
meet up soon??
nw dahh laen sch dahh wtf arhh HAHAHAH
:DDD

ehk, kayy dahh arhh, buhbyeee :DD

0 Comments Posted Jan 31 - 11:06PM

for all the truth that you made me see..

I HAVE NO FUCKIN IDEA BUT MAEBEE........
urgh, screw it..

i miss work.. hehek xPP

i initiallyy gt loads to type here but nw
IVE GT NO FUCKIN MOOD TO BLOODY TYPE SHIT IN DIS MDFKIN POST
HELL, IT SICKENS ME ND MAKE ME WANNA FUCKIN PUKE
I NEED MY CUZZY A.S.A.P.

i juz wanna sleep nw nd hopefully, i feel betta whn i wake up..

no mood 2 chat on msn..
i blocked a few irritatin cb dogs..
i dowanna tok to anione rite nw..
sry all..
im hungryy but gt no appetite.. :{

bye

0 Comments Posted Jan 30 - 11:13PM

tell him i was happy

ferzlyy, OMFG wtf, im chattin wif 2 bimbos rite nw..
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH!!!~
alif nd mya, in mass convo AHHA!!~ xPP

juz nw, went to appeal fer n ite course..
wif bby pehh mummy xDD
soo de tk sangker.. xPP
she super fwenlyy, super fun..
gereeeksshh AHHA!!~
tgk arhh, akuu pon dahh jadik bimboo siaa alif.. HAHAHA
ni mcm arhh, 11 yrs??
aku panggil hanep rogol kauu aru tauu
AHAHHAHAHAHHA!!~

BBY AKU KIYUT ARHH HARINI!!

kayy dahh byeee, nk dgr laguu xDD

0 Comments Posted Jan 29 - 10:26PM

boogie boogie boogie

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HAHAHAHAHA!! kayy dahh puas :}
i gt my result oledii..
dis mawnin whn i received moe's msg, i was lyk FUCKIT
den i forwarded 2 bby AHHAHA
its fuckin far..
its lyk at de other end of spore compared 2 my hse.. _|_
i gt simei beb.. sdl;amcifnh jevbgiup hnweq vfwmr obnh

kayy actuallyy kn, nw i juz wanna look up abt my course..
wanna try appeal cuz i cnt afford 2 wake up 6hrs b4 sch starts evridae..
_|_ o.O _|_

kayy wdv, byeeee wanna go commit suicide..

0 Comments Posted Jan 27 - 10:22AM

dat mimi-nachi

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i love my boyfiee alot;
sick beats&hard bass bring me to life;
i dont like u means i DONT like u;
i laugh at everything, especially myself;
shut me up at your own risk :}
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